CROSS POSTED EVERYWHERE BC IT’S THAT IMPORTANT.

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Honor yourself. It’s not self indulgent it’s survival. Honor your pace and how far you have grown as a human being from the person you were yesterday, a week ago, a month ago, a year ago etc. Have goals for future growth but don’t overthink them. Let it happen organically because it will anyway. You don’t always need to know details. I know that part always freaks me out. Other people may not honor you 365 24/7. Other people may try to use you like a tourniquet to try and starve off their own crap. It doesn’t matter. Clap for yourself, celebrate your self. In a society that is based on self doubt, self hatred and dependency… immediate gratification and an addiction to approval, loving yourself is the most rebellious act. That noise is not your currency.

This is the vibe I’m picking up and putting down for me and for my friends today. Stop doing that shit or I’ll kick your ass, all of you. 

Now you teach me everything you know.

I GOTTA STOP PAYING ATTENTION TO THE NEWS

This makes me want to starve myself in protest and cry hysterically

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Crickets. So many selfies. So little knowledge of self or compassion for others.

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This stuff confuses and upsets me. People don’t understand that this stuff is relative and that opinions are not facts. We are so quick to scream terrorism, but how would you feel if everyone you loved and everything you had was taken away from you? How would you feel if you had nothing left. Maybe we are not as different as we think

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The messages of today’s poets and prophets can be found spray painted  on abandoned buildings and subway walls

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When you need to have hundreds of protests just to tell the world that bombing children is NOT OK, that is when you know humanity has failed.

I see humans but NO humanity. This is a SOLVABLE conflict. It doesn’t have to be this way but nobody is helping, why. Not trying to be disrespectful but there is something wrong when adults are so blinded by utter bullshit that children are the only voice of reason. It makes me afraid for their future

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EMBRACE THE FUNK

I was super bitchy and frankly my attitude was getting on my own damn nerves Wed and Thurs. I don’t handle being sick and forced against my will to rest. From there it just snowballs into full emo and me being frustrated because I fight the funk too hard. Its gross and I hate it. Anyway, here’s something for people like me.. when fighting your own funk and feel like you’re loosing.

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FEELING SO PARTY RIGHT NOW

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Still feeling crummy but I’m so super stoked on god/whatever you wanna call it right now that I care INFINITY ZERO. Imma crush this day anyway. Don’t get me wrong, nothing in life is ever perfect. But I feel like there’s a wave of good headed my way and you better believe imma swim out and ride that. And if my ship don’t come in, I will swim out to it.

Moreover, it makes my heart happy to see good things FINALLY come to good people when they’ve been down. I have seen that alot lately and it makes me wanna celebrate. Nothing hurts my soul more than seeing other people in pain, not even my own pain. If I could swallow all that pain to keep others from catching a taste, I would do it without hesitation. I grow through giving. It’s a simple concept that makes a whole lot of sense. Sometimes it’s caused me pain but in the end I don’t need much in life, helping others to find their smiles again… well that’s worth it. Call me what you want – I’ll accept it. The fool, the idealist, the dreamer. Maybe I am those things. But despite the weird paradox of all those things, which I have tried to hide in the past because it makes me feel vulnerable, weak, and soft – and the tough-as-nails persona that I for some reason have, you will never find anyone with a more gigantic heart and geniune LOVE for others. If I give you something… time, attention, loyalty, advice, actual tangible things… I don’t need jack in return – that would be stealing somebody else’s joy when they need it the most, and that, my amigos, just ain’t my style. I truly love my friends. I mean it when I say I’m always around. Sometimes words fail me. I can’t always fix it. I try, hard. But I will go to war for you when everyone else runs for the hills like a coward. I will stand solid by your side always encouraging, but letting you journey through life however you want to – without judgment. Regardless of what you have done or what you do. I believe in you dudes, and that is eternal. Even when you stop believing in yourself.

Just wanted my peeps to know that.