People talk to me,
But nothing ever hits home.

My life completely changed four years ago today, the moment I met my goddaughter.

The bravest thing that I’ve ever done, is continuing my life when I wanted to die. I did that for her, until I wanted to do it for myself. Nadia means light, and hope, which is what she gave to me. It’s her birthday, but I got the gift. 

i just feel impossible
like life wasn’t meant
for me.
like it was an
i showed up to
drunk out of
my mind.