YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO TALL – 4 things for me to read when I feel invisibleĀ 

1. Nadia hugging me and saying “I’m glad you’re here Dee Dee”

2. Joel telling me that he loves me.

3. Hey just so you know, I’m really glad to have you in my life. Thank you for always being true to me and being such a damn good friend. You truly don’t know how much that means to me. A person like you doesn’t just come along every day and for that, for you, I am grateful. Never change yourself Dawn because you’re so goddamn beautiful. You’re intelligent, passionate, kind, caring, honest, always deeply involved with everything around you, and that (plus a million more) make up everything I see in you. If you EVER feel like you’re not special, just remember you are to me.

I mean every word. And they way you come to me pretty much every time you have a conflicted decision makes me feel very confident in my decisions. I’ve learned to listen to myself and use the advice I give. It actually works, believe it or not.

4. You are life. You are everything I love about life.

Take it Dee Dee!

I wish I was someone else
I’m confused, I’m afraid, I hate the loneliness
And there’s nowhere to run to
Nothing makes any sense, but I still try my hardest

Take my hand
Please help me man
‘Cause I’m looking for something to believe in
And I don’t know where to start
And I don’t know where to begin, to begin

If I was stupid or naive
Trying to achieve what they all call contentness
If people weren’t such dicks and I never made mistakes
Then I could find forgiveness

Take my hand
Please help me man
‘Cause I’m looking for something to believe in
And I don’t know where to start
And I don’t know where to begin, oh no

I can’t be someone else
I don’t feel that it’s hopeless
I don’t feel that I’m useless

I can’t throw it all away
I need some courage to find my weakness
And with your love, I know with all my heart I can win

‘Cause I’m looking for something to believe in

Now you know why I love him so fuckin much.